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Friday, November 16, 2012

I’m a little bit scared of what comes after..


Well, Jesus Christ I’m not scared to die. I’m a little bit scared of what comes after

Well, Jesus Christ
I’m not scared to die.
I’m a little bit scared of
what comes after..

I’m Sorry.


I’m Sorry.

I’m Sorry.

You cannot possibly Imagine exactly how much I hate myself


You cannot possibly Imagine exactly how much I hate myself

You cannot possibly Imagine
exactly how much I hate myself

I’m used to it.


You will forget about me. But it’s okay, I’m used to it.

You will forget
about me.

But it’s okay,
I’m used to it.

Welcome to my ruined life.


Bad decisions? That’s fine. Welcome to my ruined life.

Bad decisions?
That’s fine.
Welcome to my ruined life.

I’m trying to think of a reason to keep on living.


I’m trying to think of a reason to keep on living.

I’m trying to think of a reason
to keep on living.

I bet they’re saying all kind of things about me.


I bet they’re saying all kind of things about me.

I bet they’re saying
all kind of things about me.

I am simply useless and wandering


I sometimes think that I don’t have purpose in this world. I am simply useless and wandering

I sometimes think that
I don’t have purpose in this world.
I am simply useless and wandering

I think Terrible things


I think Terrible things

I think Terrible things

I’m miserable


I’m miserable

I’m miserable

There are no secrets in life, just hidden truths that lie beneath the surface.


There are no secrets in life, just hidden truths that lie beneath the surface.

There are no secrets in life,
just hidden truths
that lie beneath
the surface.

Something inside me died.


When you walked out the door, something inside me died.
When you walked out the door,
something inside me died. 

But I’m going to cry.


I was trying my best not to, but I’m going to cry.

I was trying my best not to,
but I’m going to cry.

I’ve completely lost my self

I’ve completely lost my self

I’ve completely lost my self

Why do these tears come every time I think of you?

Why do these tears come every time I think of you?

Why do these tears come every time I think of you?

When I smile, nobody ask me questions


When I smile, nobody ask me questions

When I smile, 
nobody ask me questions

Can I just fall asleep and never wake up?


Can I just fall asleep and never wake up?

Can I just fall asleep and never wake up?

I can’t do anything to escape from them..


It gets harder at night, when everyone leaves me with alone with my loneliness, and I can’t do anything to escape from them..

It gets harder at night,
when everyone leaves me
with alone with my loneliness,
and I can’t do anything to escape from them..

You pretend it doesn’t bother you, but you just want to explode


You pretend it doesn’t bother you, but you just want to explode


You pretend it doesn’t bother you,
but you just want to explode

Oh..

Oh..

Oh..

How do you talk to people..?


How do you talk to people..? I can’t. It scares me. I feel like they’re judging me.

How do you talk to people..?
I can’t.
It scares me.
I feel like they’re judging me.

The worst time of my life

I thought I already have been through the worst time of my life, it turns out that was just a warm up.

I thought I already have been
through the worst time of my life,
it turns out that was just a warm up.

I don’t like feeling things.


I don’t like remembering. Remembering makes me feel things. I don’t like feeling things.

I don’t like remembering.
Remembering makes me feel things.
I don’t like feeling things.

That’s how depression hits.


That’s how depression hits. You wake up one morning, afraid that you’re gonna live.

That’s how depression hits.
You wake up one morning,
afraid that you’re gonna live.