Fallen Angel: 07/05/13

Friday, July 05, 2013

Do you know..?

do u know me..do u understand what u means to me ..do u know what love means to me ..
do u know that this was a awaited feeling i craved every single second of my life from the day i lost it once..
do u understand that i die every single second of my life without you..
do u know what i have been through for just being near to you
do u know why i m quiet ?
do u know daily i give different reasons to me why u did this to me..
do u know that i still love u from core of my heart
do u know that i can still die for u every second
do u know how badly i crave for u
do u know how badly i need u
do u know that u are my life
do u know how badly i miss u..
do u know how ugly i feel when i feel that u looked to someone else..
do u know how much i hate my self when i feel that i was not able to hold u with me only ..how useless i feel..how empty ..
do u know how i feel that my love was so small to u..
do u know i feel to scratch my every skin as it doesn't carry any meaning to me now
do u know i have lost my confidence on me..
do u know i crave for my exclusivity ..
do u know that how i start my day and ends .
do u know how this strongness of mine has turned a curse for me
and do u know that i m so so so scared ...:(

Will you get over me & I can ever get over you..

Baby its always I felt that
there's a part of me inside you
and part of you inside me
All my way back home home
I thought about the idea of separation
was this idea of you good or bad
there is two things
will you get over me
& I can ever get over you
Many times I think that you get over me
But some times I think you didn't
can you live like this..?
can I live like this..?
everything is just fucked up..
When ever you make me realize that you love me
Its just such a warm and loved feeling
I always think why is it feel so good..?
Then I feel its temporary
this gonna hurt for whole life
Whenever u don't take my calls
whenever you don't reply my text
I feel like the idea of breakup seems
like we never gonna make it through..
but there is two things still remains
will you get over me
& I can ever get over you
It never happened with me with anyone..
I never wrote so much in my life
I never felt so much crazy & mad for anyone
Nobodies thought never played so much endlessly in my mind
It all feels like a fantasy from movies
where true love reach its destination always
But when it comes to real life, its totally different
We have no idea what really gonna come next.
I know that we love each other a lot.
but there are doubts & confusions inside us.
But still there is two things still remains
will you get over me
& I can ever get over you

When you do things for me..

When you looked at me
looked with your care

When you hugged me
hugged me with your soul

When you touch me
Touch me with your heart

When you kissed me
Kissed me with your passion

When you whisper
Whisper how much you love me

When you hold me
Make me feel that I'm the only one

If our days has troubles
you made sure tomorrow bring back the sun

When we lie beneath the covers
And you feel my body bare

Look past my imperfections
and show in your eyes that you care

When in a moment of uncertainty
you always make sure we are together

You always first hold my hand and lean closer
As you whisper how much love you have for me..

Can you truly forget me..?

Baby It's Hard to Believe
Can you really forget me,
It's hard to believe
after making so much love together
with all the things that we shared
and all the things that we said to each other...

I feel like a fool
please tell me it just isn't true
because it seems I believed
in falling in love,
and
falling for you...
Now there's something I feel
I really must ask,

Can you truly forget me,
I really don't get it?
I mean what happened to us?

We used to laugh and we walked together
We used to have coffee and talk for hours
As intimate friends...

Closer and closer
The more love that we shared
I opened my heart
You showed that you cared

But suddenly it's different
Your distant and cold
You say it's all over
Like we're young and then old

Is there is someone you want?
More desperate than me?
That is so unbelievable
My heart cannot-even-see

My soul it feels shattered
In fact my heart it's in shock
Were your words all just empty?
The late nights that we talked?

And after all of our sensual
and intimate texts
It's hard to believe
that nothing comes next...

I told you I loved you
in intimate chats...

Can you truly forget me?

When I First Met Tenderness..

When I First Met Tenderness
When I first met tenderness
She was softer than the clouds
She could find her way through crowds,
By just her touch…
It never was too much…
A soft hand inside of mine,
Somehow I felt divine
And so sensual the way she kissed
Like the essence of tenderness…
I never knew someone so kind
As I looked back through my mind
With words and a gentle caress
I really never had to guess,
Because I always felt at home
And I never felt alone,
With her soothing touch and look
A living dream from a story-book
Her embrace always encouraged me,
When I first met tenderness..

I worry too much about little things..

A thought of getting wet in rain with u...

I'm jealous of people around you

I'm jealous of people around you..

I love my Angel a lot..

Eyes closing as I surrender to what comes next.

There is darkness on the horizon.

The cold wind blows through me.

I welcome it like a long lost lover.

Letting it pinch to my flesh,

warming me from the inside out.

Eyes closing as I surrender to what comes next.

No matter where life takes you I will always LOVE YOU.

Oh you so beautiful it's your love that I desire.
When you are around my passion is set on fire.
Living your life what seems so careless and free.
Excites my thoughts as I only wish it was with me.
You set out with your missions being sure to fulfill.
Leaving no trace of worry cause for you time stands still.
Nothing can stop you for you always know a way.
It's the desires you wish that you try to complete everyday.
Looking for what seems to be your want for comfort.
Proves only disappointment as your fears alert.
Oh how I wish with me your chance you'd take.
This way that I feel would fulfill to no mistake.
Anytime your near me your emotions become mine.
I feel all that you do and thats perfectly fine.
Seeing you happy with your desires lived and no fear to start.
Becomes my passion and longing from the love in my heart.
Theres nothing possible to change this one thing true.
No matter where life takes you I will always LOVE YOU.

How much distance is there between us

How much distance is there between us

Sometimes its just about a word
Sometimes its just about a thought
Sometimes its just about a missing conversation
Sometimes its just about understanding

May be looking for a safe landing
Its been long stuck in hesitation
Time is like holding everything back
It feels time time breezed for ever

How much distance is there between us

Before we used to laugh & enjoy our time
We always had a great time together
Sitting & spending long time at coffee shop
Talking just about nothing

Are we waiting for something to happen
Or we gathering the courage to start again.
Its just a push away from falling
deep into that hot furnace..

The truth is that there is no distance
It's just you and me putting things in between us
When we fail in Love we
sometimes act like we don't care
This is all the distance that occurs
No love but labels like your life & My life

How much distance is there between us

Sometimes its just about a word
Sometimes its just about a thought
Sometimes its just about a missing conversation
Sometimes its just about understanding

There is simply no more distance When it's just
Me & You…

We met we loved you gave so much to me..

I had met her by coincidence
Don't know why she stayed lingering in my mind always
There was a time when I never liked her
But now I felt like I like forever
Like I known her a whole life-time
We talked and laughed like lovers
We loved like love birds
we intimated like wild animals
We shared futures we would never see
But then one day they both had to say
Farewell to what would never be
Now we are afraid to looks out towards a horizon
Departing from each other is always painful
We met we loved you gave so much to me
It feels like every wind that flow towards me
came pass you bringing your fragrance to me..

That one friend I want to have forever..

You're like a polished diamond..

Today is different
Day doesn't seem to be good,
But tomorrow may be better.
Somehow you'll make it through this storm,
And feel a day of different whether.

I wanna tell you its okay,
And that every thing's all good.
I know it's not though,
But I still wish I could.

I know you have hurts,
And a past full of pain.
Every time I look deeply in your eyes,
I see a silent storm

Your tears fall like the rain,
And you hurt inside.
You're too good for all that hurt,
But somehow you still manage to keep you pride.

You will keep your head high,
In a pile of rusted people around,
You're like a polished diamond..

Baby you taste far better than KFC Bar B Q chicken

Baby you are my truest love, Its amazing how perfectly we fit togethr. We are mixed up like the white & blue clour of the sky Shon will be there with out his babe You run through my vain all day Baby its our love that bind us together like stuffed tandoori chichen in a stick Baby you taste far better than KFC Bar B Q chicken you are like honey & I'm a honey bee Baby can you see the happiness when Im with you Baby you take my breath away with every word you say Baby its you who lights my day Baby its you who make me sleep every day Baby I love you so much in each and every way

Baby you are my truest love,
Its amazing how perfectly we fit together.
We are mixed up like the white & blue color of the sky
You run through my vain all day
Baby its our love that bind us together
like stuffed tandoori chicken in a stick
Baby you taste far better than KFC Bar B Q chicken
you are like honey & I'm a honey bee
Baby can you see the happiness when I'm with you
Baby you take my breath away with every word you say
Baby its you who lights my day
Baby its you who make me sleep every day
Baby I love you so much in each and every way..