This blog is dedicated to my love. She is an Angel in disguise. She is my FALLEN ANGEL..

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Friday, March 28, 2014

I loved you a lot

Once upon a time there was a girl. She was brave and loving. She was playing in a garden when she saw a tree standing alone in a corner. People were taking its fruits and than as per needs used to cut its leaves and branches. Childrens used to play and people used to even throw there garbage near the tree. Though the tree was big enough and strong. That girl became frnds with the tree and started protecting that tree. She thought  the tree why you give your fruits to everyone you shuld give it to only who loves you. She started protecting him
She thought one day his friend that tree would learn. But of no use. Simply becoause somethings are made up for some purpose. A tree moves according to seasons. Fruits, leaves, and branches grow on him and people take its benefit thats how this has been destined. That stupid silly girl tried and waited alott for that tree to learn saving him. But thats not how things are. Everyday she pushed that tree to take him home so that she can keep him close. But of no use. That tree cant move his roots holded him very strong.  Everyone told her stop fooling yourself trees dont move But she didnt heard to anyone. You know love is blind.
But time reveals its real core. One day when she was protecting the tree from other kids who was hurting the tree, she got hurted when other children beaten her bad. And you know what ofcourse that tree doesn't  helped her being unable to move. Than she realised the real life. Shon from the day we started I tried hard to see that one change in you. Several fights and several patchups but no single change in you
You are same the way u were. Because you are deep rooted the way you are, like that tree.
You can not walk with me on the path of life.
You are you
Made for a purpose
But for sure that purpose is not set for me or for us
I know all this will hurt you
But I knw later on you will be ok
Thats how you're
All the hopes rather foolish expectations have died today.  No more stupidities. I know you will miss me whenever people will take your fruits but thts how your destiny had decided for you.
I want to accept the realities. In real of course you are not tree but u are alike.
I want to live alone. With the real world
Hope you will live your life the better way if possible. I know it will hurt you , I know you will be broke down, but I know your world of thoughts and your capacity to stand alone will surely make up every thing in future.
And in the end I would say
Ofcourse I loved you a lot
May god bless you

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Don't you wish you could go back to when you hadn't lost anything

 Don't you wish you could go back to when you hadn't lost anything

Don't you wish you could go back to when you hadn't lost anything

Some days, I brake

 Some days, I brake
 Some days, I brake

I think I'm happy, but then I'm not

 I think I'm happy, but then I'm not

I think I'm happy, but then I'm not

Emotionally Drained

 Emotionally Drained

Emotionally Drained

I'm sorry, I'm such a problem for you

 I'm sorry, I'm such a problem for you

I'm sorry, I'm such a problem for you

Too many high hops, too many disappintments

Too many high hops, too many disappintments

Too many high hops, too many disappintments

Should I swim or sink? Or simply disappear?

 Should I swim or sink Or simply disappear
Should I swim or sink? Or simply disappear?

Are you happy..?

 Are you happy..
Are you happy..?

I'm always running away from someone or something. But I've never gotten anywhere

 I'm always running away from someone or something. But I've never gotten anywhere

I'm always running away from someone or something. But I've never gotten anywhere

Sometimes it's better to keep shut

 Sometimes it's better to keep shut

Sometimes it's better to keep shut

I'm not good enough.. :(

 I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough.. :(

We stick dearly to the things we need to let go. And that's what drives us mad.

We stick dearly to the things we need to let go. And that's what drives us mad.

We stick dearly to the things we need to let go. And that's what drives us mad. 

Thursday, March 20, 2014

I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.

 I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.

I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.

Sometimes people have nothing to say because they're too much empty

Sometimes people have nothing to say because they're too much empty


Sometimes people have nothing to say because they're too much empty

I keep silent too much

I keep silent too much
I keep silent too much

It’s you. You’re the one whom I can’t stop thinking about

It’s you. You’re the one whom I can’t stop thinking about

It’s you. You’re the one whom I can’t stop thinking about

I'm not a happy person

 I'm not a happy person
I'm not a happy person

I love you, just a little too much

I love you, just a little too much
 I love you, just a little too much

I feel like LIFE is just a dream

I feel like LIFE is just a dream
 I feel like LIFE is just a dream

My anxiety is killing me

My anxiety is killing me
 My anxiety is killing me

You are so far away

 You are so far away
You are so far away

I make people around me sad

 I make people around me sad

I make people around me sad

There's a side of me you will never see

 There's a side of me you will never see

There's a side of me you will never see

I could really use a wish right now

 I could really use a wish right now

I could really use a wish right now

I'm sad again

 I'm sad again
I'm sad again

I feel like I'm pretending about everyting

 I feel like I'm pretending about everyting

I feel like I'm pretending about everyting

Sometimes words can't express what I feel

Sometimes words can't express what I feel

Sometimes words can't express what I feel