Happy Fallen day to my Angel

Happy Fallen day to my Angel

I write these lines on this very special day,

The Birthday of the most special person in my life

My best friend, Love of my life, My Baby

I know it's not a time for you to celebrate

Your days are dark and nights are foggy.

Half part of your heart is not well.

But I know as you are Gods favorite child

He may have planned a brighter day with

lots of Happiness and surprises.

Your heart gona get well soon

and will beat in the rhythm as it used to be.

Fog will disappear

Moon will reflect the light to fill the darkness

Stars will sparkle in the ebony skies

Days will be filled with whispers of love

Coldness born inside will get warm with our sensual embrace

Being deeply loved by you is beautiful,

Let’s look into each other’s eyes to see the cries and smiles

Let’s kiss each other’s forehead to take away the pain

Let’s keep this love of ours lightened forever..

Happy Birthday To My Angel

Happy Fallen day to my Angel

I'm addicted to have coffee with you

I'm addicted to have coffee with you

I want to be with you, it is as simple, and as complicated as that.

I want to be with you, it is as simple, and as complicated as that.

My stomach aches to see you everyday

My stomach aches to see you everyday

Having coffee with you is the only good thing I do in my life

Having coffee with you is the only good thing I do in my life

Maybe everything is already too late.

Maybe everything is already too late.

I will never let you vanish out of my life

I will never let you vanish out of my life

Some people never live, but just exist

Some people never live, but just exist

How funny it is to be haunted by someone who is still alive.

How funny it is to be haunted by someone who is still alive. 

Love Me Again

Love Me Again

You don't love me anymore

You don't love me anymore  

I want to end up feeling nothing

I'm trying to forget how you taste
your friends ask for you and I say you are
fine without knowing
I started beer to stop coffee
I stop taking pillow as it make me crave for you
I smile at my self when I look into mirror
I try not to think and write about love
I suck out all the emotions inside
I want to end up feeling nothing 

Loneliness

Loneliness

Missing my Coffee with you

Missing my Coffee with you 

We fall in love without a word said and now we let go without a fight

We fall in love without a word said
and now we let go without a fight  

When you fall you will get hurt, it doesn't matter you are falling in love

When you fall you will get hurt,
it doesn't  matter you are falling in love 

I can't feel a thing other than heaviness of your absence

I can't feel a thing other than heaviness of your absence

I don't know what it is, but in my dreams you do things to me, lovely dark things

I don't know what it is,
but in my dreams you do things to me,
lovely dark things
 

Every time I look into the mirror I saw your reflection in my eyes

Every time I look into the mirror
I saw your reflection in my eyes

I lost my best friend

I lost my best friend

Silent Departure

Silent Departure

Her glance trembled my heart I always love the way she pranced My mind gets freezes when she take pause Her touch makes me speechless Her eyes are vast and deep like an ocean

Her glance trembled my heart
I always love the way she pranced
My mind gets freezes when she take pause
Her touch makes me speechless
Her eyes are vast and deep like an ocean 

How can I stay away, your memories will never let me to..

How can I stay away,
your memories will never let me to..

You wanted me to be away from you, Here I'm far away from you. It's not working for me, but I hope you are getting better

You wanted me to be away from you,
Here I'm far away from you.
It's not working for me,
but I hope you are getting better

I never had a chance to love you

Wait, wait
I never had a chance to love you
Now I only wanna say I love you one more time

Wait just a moment before our love will die
'Cause I must know the reason why we say goodbye
Wait just a moment and tell me why
'Cause I can show you lovin' that you won't deny

I said, "Wait and show your lovin' like it was before
'Cause I won't let that feelin' walk out through the door"
I said, "Wait just a moment and try once more
'Cause babe I need to hold you like I did before"

So if you go away, I know that I will follow
'Cause there's a place inside, my heart that tells me
Hold out, hold out, hold out oh baby

Wait, wait
I never had a chance to love you

Wait, wait
I never had a chance to love you
Wait, wait
If only our love could show you
Wait, wait
I never wanna be without you
Wait, wait
No I never had a chance to love you
Now I only wanna say I love you one more time

So if you go away, I know that I will follow
'Cause there's a place inside my heart that tells me
Hold out, hold out, hold out oh, oh baby

I just Miss you a lot you idiot

I just Miss you a lot you idiot

I just Miss you a lot

I just Miss you a lot

Wandering life

Eyes became lifeless 
Wishes are dreamless
Life is without time,
no minutes or hours
Hearts are wasteful
Skies are empty of stars
Hands are empty nothing to give
Wandering life without any cause

Once we were together. I thought it would be forever.

Once we were together. I thought it would be forever. 

Some people live in illusions around

Some people live in illusions around

My days are distracted and nights are sleepless

My days are distracted and nights are sleepless

Some days you'll feel sad without knowing why. Like you lost something very precious but forgot what it was, or like you miss someone you never met.

Some days you'll feel sad without knowing why. Like you lost something very precious but forgot what it was, or like you miss someone you never met.

SOME TIMES THINGS UNSAID ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN THINGS SAID

SOME TIMES THINGS UNSAID ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN THINGS SAID

Even today you touch me with your mind. And you keep touching me touch, touch and touch, until I give a sudden smile and leave behind an obscene charm on my face.

Even today you touch me with your mind. And you keep touching me touch, touch and touch, until I give a sudden smile and leave behind an obscene charm on my face.

She was a beautiful fruit, a beautiful red fruit, She always felt like coming of autumn, a world wrapped itself with natural colors, whenever I dived deep into this beautiful and colourful world, I always discovered something extraordinary.

She was a beautiful fruit, a beautiful red fruit, She always felt like coming of autumn, a world wrapped itself with natural colors, whenever I dived deep into this beautiful and colorful world, I always discovered something extraordinary. 

There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

There are things we don't want to happen
but have to accept,
things we don't want to know
but have to learn,
and people we can't live without
but have to let go.

I try to keep my self busy. But the more I try the more I miss your absents around.

I try to keep my self busy.
But the more I try the more I miss your absents around.

I never cared because I know from the beginning that she's little mad and I was with her holding hands on the edge. I wanted to fly like her and she just wanted to fall but somewhere in between we lost the hold and we fell in two different world.

I never cared because I know from the beginning that she's little mad and I was with her holding hands on the edge. I wanted to fly like her and she just wanted to fall but somewhere in between we lost the hold and we fell in two different world. 

Learn to turn off the emotions, because there's nothing painful than being hurt by someone you love the most

Learn to turn off the emotions,
because there's nothing painful
than being hurt by someone
you love the most

My tongue misses the taste of your lust.

My tongue misses the taste of your lust.

You are always ticking inside of me and I dream of you more often than I don't.

You are always ticking inside of me and I dream of you more often than I don't.

I lost my better part of mine, that makes me cry.

I lost my better part of mine, that makes me cry.

Today we are here but not forever, but still we fight like we are here forever. In life people come and go like wind, but the precious moments we spent with each other will remain forever

Today we are here but not forever, but still we fight like we are here forever. In life people come and go like wind, but the precious moments we spent with each other will remain forever 

It's ok to walk out of someone's life if you don't feel like you belong in it anymore

It's ok to walk out of someone's life if you don't feel like you belong in it anymore

I will forever cherish the time we spend together

I will forever cherish the time we spend together 

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

At night, I used to lay in my bed crying. Now I just lay there with a blank expression on my face. I never thought to get used to feeling this way, but I did

At night, I used to lay in my bed crying. 

Now I just lay there with a blank expression on my face.

I never thought to get used to feeling this way,

but I did..

Same bullshit routine sun up, sun down

Same bullshit routine sun up, sun down

I am very interested and fascinated how everyone loves each other, but no one likes each other.

I am very interested and fascinated

how everyone loves each other,

but no one likes each other. 

You won't be sad forever

You won't be sad forever