Pain never ends...

I was going through a painful time of my life when she came,
she was there in my life in the perfect time when i needed.
She always holed my hand, never let me fall that too without any intentions.
But I fall for her, I never wanted but still I fall. Then after all that has happened,
I began to wonder. She did help me forget my sad story and yet she started another one...

Some times I need a Hug...

You know those moments when you want to cry and hug someone,
but can’t do either because you don’t want to let yourself break down?
the moment when you’re feeling so alone?
and everything is hurting you?
that you feel so helpless?
the only thoughts that are in your mind are negative
and it makes you feel totally alone,
like you don’t mean anything to anyone.
All you want to do is tell someone how you feel,
but you don’t want their pity, and even if you could tell someone,
nothing would come out right. You don’t want to laugh, smile or argue.
You just want to go to bed and cry and hope this feeling passes,
and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back...

See yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...

It hurts to love someone when we can’t tell them
what we really feel because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing.
We get jealous even if we have no right to feel that way.
We want their time even if we are not in the position to demand for it.
Although our hearts are breaking in silence,
we still continue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love
there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend....

Afraid to lose you..

You have come into my life through
a door that will never be opened again,
many of them have slammed it on their way out.
So please feel free to stay as long as you do like.
But the time come when you feel to leave.
Please close the door gently as you go.
I’m so afraid of getting hurt.
I am always getting my heart broken over and over.
My heart has so many scars and bruises all over it.
I don’t know how much just one heart can take really,
and I don’t really want to find out either. Actually,
I’m a little scared to get close to anyone because everyone that said “I’ll be there”…
but they left. The more we start liking somebody, the more we fear losing them.
It’s a human tendency because we can’t afford to lose a person chosen among millions....