IM SORRY

OOPS I'M SAD AGAIN

I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh. I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you wanna cry...

When you make plans while you're in a good mood but then the day comes and you would actually rather die..

Why am I so Fascinated by you...

Maybe there is a reason that it didn't work out. But I think it could have been wonderful anyway...

You meet thousands of people, and none of them really touch you. Then you meet one person, and your life changed. Forever...

You meet thousands of people,
and none of them really touch you.
Then you meet one person,
and your life changed.
Forever...

Ofcourse I miss you. It's all I do...

Sometimes you have to lose someone completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you...

I think I miss what I thought we would be...

but the memories wont seem to let me go...

Your name burns hot when I write it,it feels heavy when I say it out loud...

There were so many things I wanted to tell you, that I never got around to. Sometimes they make their way to my conscious mind, and it makes me sad. I never got a chance to tell you. I never will. And even now things are going on that I wish I could tell you about. But I'll never get to tell you those, either.

There were so many things I wanted to tell you,
that I never got around to.
Sometimes they make their way to my conscious mind,
and it makes me sad.
I never got a chance to tell you.
I never will.

And even now things are going on that
I wish I could tell you about.
But I'll never get to tell you those, either.

I want you to miss me, Like I'm missing you...

i fucking miss you

Dear You, I miss you. I miss how you cared for me, how you always make my day, how you used to cheer me up, and how you make me feel that you love me. I miss everything that used to be. WHAT HAPPENED..? Love, Me

Will you take me as I am..? Will you..?

I thought of you today. I felt a burst of energy.

Life is so lonely. Like a child without a toy.

Depression on my left, Loneliness on my right. They don’t need to show me their badges. I know these guys very well.

I’ll never forget how the depression and loneliness felt good and bad at the same time. Still does

Depression is the inability to construct a future.

I become more invisible every day, and I cannot stop it.

“I was drowning up nobody saw me struggling,”

Is it okay to feel worthless...?

I think some people do fall in love with there depression. “In a strange way, I had fallen in love with my depression”

I Bottle up my emotions

I feel lost inside myself...

My past haunts me… constantly

I tell people I’m tired but in fact I’m depressed. I tell people ill be fine tomorrow, but I know, tomorrow will be worse. I tell lies everyday and I know, i’ll not be able to stop it by myself.

Why don’t you understand how much your words are hurting me?

I tell everyone to be strong, knowing I am the weakest person in the world.

It’s like you’re a million deep breaths while I’m just a silent sigh. You’re everything anyone could ever ask for but I’m someone that no one is even looking for. i wish I was worthy of you.

Depression is like a war. you either win or die trying.

Do you ever feel like there’s not a person in the world who loves you...?

It’s always worse than it seems.

What is depression like? It’s like drowning, except you can see everyone around you breathing.

If you know someone who’s depressed, please resolve never to ask them why. Depression isn’t a straightforward response to a bad situation. Depression just is, like the weather. Try to understand the blackness, lethargy, hopelessness and loneliness ther’re going through. Be there for them when they come through the other side. It’s hard to be a friend to someone who’s depressed, but it is one of the kindest noblest and best things you will ever do.

It feels like everyone else is moving on with their lives while I am stuck here in this hole that I can’t climb out of.

That moment when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from seeing or hearing something that breaks your heart.

Afterall, Everybody would be much better off without me right?

I am depression. I’m the emptiness you feel at 2am. the tears with no meaning. The pain when you smile. I don’t come alone. I bring my closest friends. We are the scars that cover your body. the voice you describe. But soon learn to trust. I am the only thing you will feel

Maybe this year Ill get myself off of the floor and try to pretend that things are getting better, That I’m changing but I still feel the same.

I don’t think anyone could ever criticize me more severly than the way I viciously criticize myself.