Deep inside you want to cry..

I can see you are sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh, I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry.. 

I am tired of thinking

I am just another nothing

I am tired of thinking

I am tired of thinking

I am beginning to let myself down.

I am beginning to let myself down.

I am still depressed because I am alone & no one loves me

I am still depressed because I am alone & no one loves me 

I'm not quite like myself these days. I'm bit abnormal.

I'm not quite like myself these days. I'm bit abnormal.

The days feel like years when I'm alone

The days feel like years when I'm alone

Everything is so hard afterwards

Everything is so hard afterwards

Everybody has a secret world inside them..

Everybody has a secret world inside them..

Thinking how much we loved each other once..

Thinking how much we loved each other once..

I started a never ending fight with myself..

In this whole world you are the only person I love, the only one person I love terribly & desperately. I'm addicted to your love, even if its a hardcore reality  but I don't want to believe it, I can live without you & I know I started a never ending fight with myself..  

Sometimes I miss people even before they leave me alone

Sometimes I miss people even before they leave me alone
&
I get depressed 

Heart make decisions without thinking about consequences.

Heart make decisions without thinking about consequences.
Because it doesn't have mind to think
It can never see the lonely days that follow.

I am falling in love with death

I am falling in love with death

Did I ever existed.

I walk around everyday
like a ghost, many times
I question myself
whether I exist in this world
&
many times
 I think did I ever existed.