There is so much pain and I don't know how not notice it. It never stops..

There is so much pain and I don't know how not notice it. It never stops..

And here I am slowly drifting away from you..

And here I am slowly drifting away from you..

Don't be surprised if I disappear

Don't be surprised..

If  I Disappear

Nothing haunts us like the things we don't say..

Nothing haunts us like

the things we don't say..

Baby don't go away from me..

Baby don't go away from me like this.
Don't ignore me like this.
Baby just don't go...:`(

I Miss You. Don't know what else to say.

I Miss You
Don't know what else to say 

You loved me. When I couldn't love myself

You loved me..

When I couldn't love myself

Feeling so low without you..

 

Feeling so low without you.
When will I get to hear you..

Our first kiss...

Your lips touch mine and I'm lost. Lost in the sweet taste of you.
The gentle way your hand draws me in. The surrendering of your heart to mine.
Our lips touch and it's you that I willingly give myself to.
No words needed as love is shared in our kiss...
Our first kiss...

Say goodbye but never say hello again..

How to get over this..
Say goodbye but never say hello again
But I cant resist my self to wish you a good morning
Forget but never regret
I can never forget.. But yes I regret a lot
Pick the pieces up but never fix them
I will always be an incompetent
Feel the pain but never keep it
But for me this pain never dies..
It will die with me
Then, you move on...
I think you did..
This wound will never let me to move..

Atleast let me hear you for once..

At least let me hear you for once..

My ears gone deaf without your whisper around..

I don't want to loose you for ever..
Don't leave me behind.
Be with me please.
My ears gone deaf without your whisper around

Maybe one day, we'll feel that completion again.

I miss this and yet the feelings are still there.
There isn't a day that passes that you aren't in my thoughts.
Our paths take us in different directions for now.
Maybe one day, we'll feel that completion again.

How long has it been since someone touched you like I do..?

How long has it been since someone touched you like I do..?

She's dear to many, but I'm her dearest..

Days with her was always special
bright stars was always above us
always felt the freshness of love inside
 he words of love started pouring like morning snow
her smile & eyes made the child inside me smile
 She always came like warmness in the cold morning
 She's dear to many, but I'm her dearest
I want to sleep with her inside her blanket
like a cold rabbit searching for warmness...
Its the best place for me to be...

Many times I feel everything will be alright..

Many times I say nothing much
Many times I don't express anything
Many times I make myself look like a fool
Many times I feel things but I pretend as if I don't
Many times I feel I got everything but its just a flop
Many times I think I'm angry, but in real I'm sad
Many times I dream of things I can never have
Many times I think about my silent life
Many times I wakeup in the night & pray
Many times I feel its hard to fight
Many times I feel everything will be alright..

Happy Birthday to my Angel..

Happy Birthday to my Angel..

Barista dark temptation..

Barista dark temptation..

Your tattoo will be rememberd always..

Your tattoo will be remembered always..

Never found Roses fresher than you..

Never found Roses fresher than you.. 

Illusionary feeling called love…

A mix feel of happiness and pain
The first reflection of feeling shows in eyes
The thunder storm just about to come
It’s a fire that burn within will only slow down with
The drops of tears that shed over them

Days, weeks & months passes without
A human touch that you long for
For a hug you crave for, for a kiss you thirsty for
Just for an assurance that there is someone for you

Days when you long for that strong words
That words that can touch you deep
A refreshing smile, a warm hug, a feeling of togetherness
A feeling of closeness, a feeling of pain
when that hands slips when you say good bye
with the promise to meet other day

It’s never easy to have a Long distance love
Heart & mind always follow her way
Assumptions of being with her wherever she go
Thoughts of smile & words that you share with her
It’s always a pleasure in believing that someone
Special is thinking about you no matter where she is
It make easy to sail though the tears you shed

Nothing is permanent, no matter in what thoughts you live
One day you have to face the reality in the mirror
You can’t see anyone other than you around
The illusion you create around you will start to fade away
At last you will be left with the fears from which you where running

Then your heart will start to cry for the things that was not there
You search for that comfort world you lived with
Darkness & fear will start to eat you slowly
For the rest of your life you will search for that
Illusionary feeling called love…

Your eyes give the comfort of coming back home..

Your eyes give the comfort of coming back home..

I saw you differently..

I saw you differently.. 

We met at the wrong time..

We met at the wrong time..

What I see in your eyes..

Today you asked what I see in your eyes..
I thought to glorify it the maximum I can because you hold very beautiful eyes
Because your eyes are magnetic
Because your eyes are full of emotions..
Because your eyes are just way to my soul
But than i decided to tell what exactly i see in your eyes along with all the beauty you carry in your eyes
Your eyes for me depicts so much love which is in prison of incompetence..
Your eyes depicts the restlessness of not living the way u want..
Your eyes depicts your weakness of not holding your love near to you
Your eyes depicts sadness for being the way you are...
and your eyes depicts the compulsion of living the life u are living..
I love your eyes because at the end they always shows truth to me...
I love your eyes because atleast they assure me that i am loved...
I love your eyes because they are mine.... 

Only you understand my mixed up soul..

Only you understand my mixed up soul..

Sharpen your long lost senses.

Sharpen your long lost senses. 

Neck Kissing, Its the starting point..

Neck Kissing, Its the starting point..