Fallen Angel: 07/04/13

Thursday, July 04, 2013

Things happned just like an earthquake..

Things happned just like an earthquake
& a sudden halt
My approch was slow & soft
I was just looking at the beauty
of her neck from behind
Her unexpected sudden turn
& that gaze into my eyes
It felt like my own shadow turned around
I think I lost my self in that kiss & warm embrace
I wraped her tightly & afraid to lose her
When our lips meet everything ends
It fels as if the groud shaks & splits into two
& draged us inside forever..

I love Forehead kisses..

she can be deadly also..

From the day I know her she is a beauty
I saw calm in the face of an angel
yet with that calm & beauty
she can be deadly also
She picks up things quick
& strikes dedly with the words of
lethal intelligence
She got a big heart
that make her easy to forgivegive
& easy to hide pain
Can always see confidence in her look
No matter how bad she is hurt
She always carry love, truth & honesy
I always see a great women inside her
She always hold her guard for her dear ones
& never saw her keeping an expectation
Yes, she exhibits a quiet strength that shows
How she can be strong and beautiful at the same time
As a Gorgeous Woman with a Quiet Strength
And I wish she were mine.

Things for I can live forever..

Baby you drink lot of water
I love the way you drink
you drink fast & some times slow
I love the way drops leak from your lips
Baby keep drinking the way you do
never let your lips to get dry
make that wetness last for ever
and keep yourself function
As I am with you for last some years
I know you don't make promises that you won't keep
As we both know we dig each other deep to the core
We don't have to tell what we are
may be tomorrow we can pretend that we don't know each
We may pretend no love, hate & promises
As we don't miss any thing
but not now, not today
I want to see what's still there inside you
I need to hear it, at least once
out love is not always forbidden
so baby I want you to keep drinking
with the same passion & keep your lips wet
that wet lips can only make me to feel that
there are still things in this world for I can die for
Things for I can live forever..

The soul can not live with out love..

Baby I love you, Love you a lot...

Baby I love your eyes, those angel eyes are my soul
Baby I love your strong legs, love to cuddle with them
Baby I love your lips, Love to kiss & bite them
Baby I love your chest, Love to sleep on
Baby I love your hands, Love to hold while walking
Baby I love your smile, Love to see it always
Baby I love to write, all that I have for you
Baby I love to see what you have for me in your eyes
Baby I love you, Love you a lot...

Forbidden because we can’t properly share what we feel..

Baby its always good it is to see you again
Im always excited to meet you
It always happnes when we’re apart.
You know that I think of you so much
more often than my messages to you.
So when we meet again I’m almost bursting.
Yes. After so long apart I’m like a pressure cooker.
Your touch lowers the pressure but raises the temperature.
baby I love you.
Is it a fobidden love because
we shouldn’t be letting it happen,
or forbidden because we can’t properly share what we feel..

Hope one day I will also in heaven..

I love the look in her eyes
the silent look of the jungle cobra
beautiful as well as dangerous
can poison anyone anytime

She likes to wear color full
She never looked confident in
But I know she always looked beautiful
Never saw any wardrobe collection
But always liked her choice

Very rare she appear in high heels
But whenever she does
She looked like a booming cannon
She walks like Elton John playing piano

She loves to dance & sing
She dance like a just free bird in the air
She sings like first monsoon drizzle
No matter what she do its always heavenly,

Hope one day I will also in heaven
Dancing & singing with my angel…

I wish I made a new beginning...

I'm walking through a narrow space
There are big old walls both side
Lights are there but not enough
To show me the way
Unaware to where this take me to
My legs are started to shake
As it can’t see an end to this way
But I want to put an end to this darkness
This darkness always followed me
It will not leave me that easy
Always followed me like a dark shadow
There I started to run
My dark eyes saw a light of hope
I saw a small door at the end of this path.
I started to run fast with my tired legs
But this darkness was pulling me back
I saw the path is growing longer
& the door was closing
I felt the pain of my melting heart
My heart is dipping fast
I just took all my strength to dive
& reach for that door
My desperation was eating me like worms
I wish I made it to a new beginning
A new life, a new journey
Before it’s too late &
get myself lost forever in this darkness

I love you for everything you are..

Baby I just want to say that I love you a lot
I know many time I make you feel sad.
And treat you like a fool though you are not.. :)
I know I always behave stupid with you
My mood swings irritates you like anything
You always kept your cool
You valued me, valued our relationship
I love you for everything you are..

Always afraid to ask myself “is everything fine..?”

Time always move on, It’s me who is frozen
I don’t notice changes around me,
I always think things are same, but it changes
I’m at the same place before looking into the emptiness
Things around me changed a lot, friends come & go
Everyone came for a purpose
But I don’t know why I don’t remember things
My whole life kept on changing & I didn’t realized
Many times when I go through my thoughts
& suddenly all my emotions gets rattle up
For a moment & I feel to break down
But I always pulled myself out from that
Pretending everything is ok & fine
But always afraid to ask myself “is everything fine..?”
I fool myself and people around,
I don’t want to show how week I’m
I always try to stare at the sky & I feel everything is ok
I just don’t like changes, but changes always happen
I always thought to do what people want me to do
But I never thought about what I want in my life
I never valued my emotions, never thought about passions
Always tried to keep others happy
Never thought about what makes me happy
Always tried to fill my emptiness with whatever I got
Always tried to get addicted to them,
I know there is another way of life
But don’t know which path to go...