How can I run away from myself?

How can I run away from myself?

I can honestly say you've been on my mind since I woke up today

I can honestly say you've been on my mind since I woke up today

My illusions, My mistakes

My illusions, My mistakes 

I try not to miss you, but in the end I still do

I try not to miss you, but in the end I still do

I love to get drunk

I love to get drunk 

You need a phone with 500% battery

You need a phone with 500% battery 

I don't know what to do, everything is so confusing

I don't know what to do, everything is so confusing 

I don’t know how long I can hold the urges back.

I don't know how long I can hold the urges back.

She's mad, But she's magic

She's mad, But she's magic 

You don't understand. And I can't explain

You don't understand. And I can't explain

Hey Idiot I love you a lot

Hey Idiot I love you a lot

One of your hugs would be nice right now

One of your hugs would be nice right now

I don't dream in black & white, but if I did you would still AMAZING

I don't dream in black & white, but if I did you would still AMAZING

Today is already a bad day

Today is already a bad day

I wish you could hear all the words I'm too afraid to say

I wish you could hear all the words I'm too afraid to say

Your hugs are my favorite

Your hugs are my favorite 

In my dreams, I love you every night

In my dreams, I love you every night 

Never have I handled with anything more difficult than my own soul

Never have I handled with anything more difficult than my own soul  

I like the way you smoke your cigarettes

I like the way you smoke your cigarettes 

You are my dream now

You are my dream now

Those Lips

Those Lips

I'm here without you baby, but you are still on my lonely mind. I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby, but you are still on my lonely mind. I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

What if I never get my life together

What if I never get my life together

Now I don't find mornings pleasant

Now I don't find mornings pleasant  

I started living alone in my own world

I started living alone in my own world

I am a deeply unhappy person

I am a deeply unhappy person

I loved you with all my heart

I loved you with all my heart

You are indescribably beautiful

You are indescribably beautiful
& I miss you a lot

I don't know where are you, but I miss you

I don't know where are you, but I miss you

I'm in pain everyday. That changed me. Made me a harder person, a worst person. And I'm alone

I'm in pain every day. That changed me. Made me a harder person, a worst person. And I'm alone       

Sometimes we don't say what we feel, not because we don't want to, but we don't know how to

Sometimes we don't say what we feel, not because we don't want to, but we don't know how to  

I'm like a snake which has shed its skin, The pattern is just the same, but the snake is new

I'm like a snake which has shed its skin, The pattern is just the same, but the snake is new