This home will be forever

Now I don't have anywhere to go

No metro, No courts, No coffe

No Mc D, No KFC

I just sit here and wait
Waiting, growing old
My hands will shake, my eyes will be lined,
 Tear track on my face will be defined.
 I will recall  everyday how we separated

 I never smiled since then
 I spent days, weeks, months in tears in lonely
 only able to stare at a silent phone
  I kept hoping, desperately so, that you would call
 I can only stare out the window as the seasons will pass
 Trees will grew fast, blocking my view of outside,
 and will be left locked in the memories of you.
 Years will pass & I sit here here at the same place, 

 but the hope will be almost gone
  My heart will slowing, Just waiting for it to stop
 I can just hold our old faded photos in my hand as I think of the past 

Think about our reunions
 I love how your eyes used to shine
 How I used to smile so bright
Now my heart is without any light
Often I will wonder about you
Did you grow old and happy with another?
Are there children, and at this time maybe even grand?
Do your eyes light like mine past?
 Does he make your heart beat fast?
That will be the time for the hope to be gone
washed away and stored in this warped memory box
right beside the pictures & gifts of us
That will be the time and I'll go lonely
No hand to hold because yours was the only one I wanted
This home will be forever haunted