This blog is dedicated to my love. She is an Angel in disguise. She is my FALLEN ANGEL..
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Sunday, July 07, 2013
Is it pain or pleasure to love you.
Is it pain or pleasure to love you.
Both leave me aching.
One moment I feel the warmth of you as it holds me close.
The next the pure chill as I’m left empty.
Yet, my heart wants what it wants and I lay here,
waiting for your next move.
Will I be comforted by your arms
or
cast aside by the coldness.
Missing your angel smile..
When my angel broke up with me
I could not sleep at nights
Its her face every time in front of me
I woke up the every morning
Knowing something is not right
I went from loving her to loosing her
Not knowing how exactly I should feel
I used text her daily
And one day she replied me
And when I read her text
My eyes they filled with tears
Whatever she wrote it filled my heart
She was shattered. Hurted by me
I realize that I got failed badly
And that's what drove both of us apart
I looked down at all the text she wrote
The most beautiful words I’ve ever seen
My heart skipped with every word I read of her
I sit hear reading all her angry words
My tears falling slowly as I read
I know where I made big mistakes
And know how badly I need her
I want to be with her
I’m uncertain about what comes next
But…I want a chance to kiss her deep and love her,
And feel my heart skip when she smiles...
I could not sleep at nights
Its her face every time in front of me
I woke up the every morning
Knowing something is not right
I went from loving her to loosing her
Not knowing how exactly I should feel
I used text her daily
And one day she replied me
And when I read her text
My eyes they filled with tears
Whatever she wrote it filled my heart
She was shattered. Hurted by me
I realize that I got failed badly
And that's what drove both of us apart
I looked down at all the text she wrote
The most beautiful words I’ve ever seen
My heart skipped with every word I read of her
I sit hear reading all her angry words
My tears falling slowly as I read
I know where I made big mistakes
And know how badly I need her
I want to be with her
I’m uncertain about what comes next
But…I want a chance to kiss her deep and love her,
And feel my heart skip when she smiles...
I’ve been in love with you baby.. Baby its only with you
Baby its only with you
For me the sun had set.
Darkness started to get into me
I can see the brightness sinking from my life
But my mind cannot forget that feeling of your love around
The spark of your eyes,
The magic of your smile
The sensual touch of your skin against mine.
Baby its only with you,
There's no end to the feelings I shared with you
The sun sank infront of me
And it went down with the happiness of my heart
Its very painful to realize that you departed.
I can't erase that feeling of deep long kisses that we had.
Tears came out when I write these lines..
Baby it's only with you
I always missed so much of you..
There's no end in the feeling of missing you
Don't know what's it.
Love or hunger for you.. or both..
My sun has gone down..
I saw it going down
I wonder if it turn back
At least for a fraction of second
Maybe
Just a look..
Baby its only with you,
My heart is hooked with yours
When I walk through the darkness
I realized that I'm too much in need..
My heart is not giving up your heart to let free ..
I really fall face down..
I feel the pain and the forever darkness of my life..
Baby it's only with you,
Many times I get greedy for everything
Its a painful feeling to be deprived of things I deserve the most.
My soul is paining to its maximum I will never let me forget my biggest loose..
As days passes the pain is going to eat me more..
I’ve been in love with you baby..
Baby its only with you,
Since we met…
Since the moment you hugged me first..
Since our first kiss..
I'm in deeply love with you baby..
Ever since and FOREVER ...
I remeber everthing..
I wish I had a memory lose.
then I wouldn't remember how I hurted you
I wouldn't remember my past days
and why it didn't worked out..
I wish I had a memory lose
then I wouldn't be recalling your name
I would not remember losing my angel
and all that tears & pain..
I wish I had a memory lose
then I wouldn't be missing you this much
I wont be remembering the fragrance of your body
that was next to me
deeply loving & kissing
I wish I had a memory lose
then I wouldn't remember the day we met
I wouldn't remember our first hug
I wouldn't remember our first kiss
I wouldn't be remembering anything
But I do remember everything
From falling in love with you to our passionate kisses
to that endless cravings for you
I remember everything
I just will never forget.. never..
then I wouldn't remember how I hurted you
I wouldn't remember my past days
and why it didn't worked out..
I wish I had a memory lose
then I wouldn't be recalling your name
I would not remember losing my angel
and all that tears & pain..
I wish I had a memory lose
then I wouldn't be missing you this much
I wont be remembering the fragrance of your body
that was next to me
deeply loving & kissing
I wish I had a memory lose
then I wouldn't remember the day we met
I wouldn't remember our first hug
I wouldn't remember our first kiss
I wouldn't be remembering anything
But I do remember everything
From falling in love with you to our passionate kisses
to that endless cravings for you
I remember everything
I just will never forget.. never..
Baby I need to feel your arms around me so my heart will start again..
My Soul had Began to Freeze
I can feel the coldness of freezing inside
My body is severing in this hot summer day
Its all because f the coldness inside
I remember the days sitting at coffee shop
when I couldn't leave your hands for a second
It all left with coldness inside
Baby I could no longer feel your heart beat
My soul had began to freeze
Baby I need you back
Baby I need you here
Baby I need your kiss
So the ice inside my soul will disappear
Baby I need your warmth
Baby I need a friend
Baby I need to feel your arms around me
So my heart will start again
I know the mistake I done
I realize how badly I hurted you
I can't handle the distance and then this fucking cold inside
Baby I miss our laughter, hugs and kisses
Baby my soul had began to freeze
Baby I need you back
Baby I need you here
Baby I need your kisses
So the ice inside my soul will disappear
Baby I need your warmth
Baby I need to feel your arms around me
So my heart will start again..
I can feel the coldness of freezing inside
My body is severing in this hot summer day
Its all because f the coldness inside
I remember the days sitting at coffee shop
when I couldn't leave your hands for a second
It all left with coldness inside
Baby I could no longer feel your heart beat
My soul had began to freeze
Baby I need you back
Baby I need you here
Baby I need your kiss
So the ice inside my soul will disappear
Baby I need your warmth
Baby I need a friend
Baby I need to feel your arms around me
So my heart will start again
I know the mistake I done
I realize how badly I hurted you
I can't handle the distance and then this fucking cold inside
Baby I miss our laughter, hugs and kisses
Baby my soul had began to freeze
Baby I need you back
Baby I need you here
Baby I need your kisses
So the ice inside my soul will disappear
Baby I need your warmth
Baby I need to feel your arms around me
So my heart will start again..
To touch you again..
Will it be wrong to ask
To start from where we began..?
I want to get my days back
Baby I want hold you near..
And touch you once again...
Every time only you are there in thoughts..
Every night I see you in my dreams
With every beat I feel you in my heart..
An endless carving to touch your skin..
And hold you once again..
That feeling of having you again
Creates a spark allover my body
That thought to have you again
Make me to feel that velvety feel again..
That precious taste of that expensive
Wine on my tongue again..
That movement of lips and tongue
When we have our passionate kiss..
That special feeling of missing you every second..
Baby I'm struggling to the gravity from your heart..
My whole body aches as we are
away from each other..
Not a single day starts without a thought of you...
My heart is racing towards your heart...
May be its an unending race..
It may fall any time. Its running in the darkness that you left..
It want a chance to get back to you..
Baby take my heart..
Show me the way..
Please spent some more time together..
Please give a chance more..
With each other...
to Discover...
And forget about the things that
Tore us down
Instead let's make a sound
Like-fire-crackling on a Winter night
Where warm with passion we hold
Each other tight
And get lost in the heat-of-the-flames
When Making love
you whisper my name shon..
And fall asleep
Dreaming as our souls
they mix together...
Please give once more chance..
Baby you are the only one with I’m happy with…
I want to know something..
Is there someone in your life who adds More than I do?
A friend, a lover, who you discover or who discover the real you
Baby It was amazing that when the sun comes up each day
to wish you a good morning &
there have so many really good things to say to you every day,
now that good mornings are no more there..
From the deepest part of my soul
and right down to the core of my heart
I really just want to love you
and give you so much More..
I was never concern about what it's l earn from you,
I always wanted you to receive my best
Because My only concern was to keep you happy.
But I was not capable to keep my promises.
Now a days I'm just looking back
at our togetherness
when love entered into my life from nowhere
when love knocked my door
It was my best friend
Who entered my life to change me forever
But I proved to be a bad friend and an ugly lover
I broken your heart.
No… baby I was never mean to hurt you..
I was not able to hide my ugly part from you.
I can’t be a mean love or a friend to you
I can’t love you by hiding things inside me
I choose better to live in pain than keeping you blind
Baby I know my act was hurting
There’s no forgiveness for my acts
But Baby I can’t stop loving you
You are one I always dreamed of
For me you are always like a fresh morning
I’m always incomplete without a good morning wish of yours
Your smile always filled my heart
I always wanted to be a part of your life
Every thought of you brings smile deep inside me
Whenever I hear your voice it was hard to hide my real feelings
Baby no matter how I spent my life
No matter how bad or good I’m
When your number rings my phone
Whenever you say hi
Whenever we meet
whenever the spark of your eyes meet mine
It truly make me soar .. make me feel out of this world
Because baby you are the one with whom I always wanted to be
Baby you are the only one with I'm happy with…
Is there someone in your life who adds More than I do?
A friend, a lover, who you discover or who discover the real you
Baby It was amazing that when the sun comes up each day
to wish you a good morning &
there have so many really good things to say to you every day,
now that good mornings are no more there..
From the deepest part of my soul
and right down to the core of my heart
I really just want to love you
and give you so much More..
I was never concern about what it's l earn from you,
I always wanted you to receive my best
Because My only concern was to keep you happy.
But I was not capable to keep my promises.
Now a days I'm just looking back
at our togetherness
when love entered into my life from nowhere
when love knocked my door
It was my best friend
Who entered my life to change me forever
But I proved to be a bad friend and an ugly lover
I broken your heart.
No… baby I was never mean to hurt you..
I was not able to hide my ugly part from you.
I can’t be a mean love or a friend to you
I can’t love you by hiding things inside me
I choose better to live in pain than keeping you blind
Baby I know my act was hurting
There’s no forgiveness for my acts
But Baby I can’t stop loving you
You are one I always dreamed of
For me you are always like a fresh morning
I’m always incomplete without a good morning wish of yours
Your smile always filled my heart
I always wanted to be a part of your life
Every thought of you brings smile deep inside me
Whenever I hear your voice it was hard to hide my real feelings
Baby no matter how I spent my life
No matter how bad or good I’m
When your number rings my phone
Whenever you say hi
Whenever we meet
whenever the spark of your eyes meet mine
It truly make me soar .. make me feel out of this world
Because baby you are the one with whom I always wanted to be
Baby you are the only one with I'm happy with…
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