I Think I'm obsessed with you..

 I Think I'm obsessed with you..

I'm just a dreamer who is afraid of wanting something that I may never get.

Tarot card reading, a photo by katerkate on Flickr.

Today I feel I worth nothing, I pretend myself as a predictor, but actually I'm just a dreamer who is afraid of wanting something that I may never get.

This pain will always keep me realize, I'm Still alive & I can still feel something..

Feelings are turned blue
mind is getting fainted day by day
searching for place to bury the memories
Eyes got swollen with unshed tears
Heart is full of silent cries
they keep me ticking, keep me alive

Feelings never die, tied of ignoring,
it follows me like a shadow,
I kill my whole day in vain
surrendering myself to this permanent pain
this pain will always keep me realize
I'm Still alive & I can still feel something..

Thoughts of the moments I spent with you still give butterflies in my stomach

Thoughts of the moments I spent with you still give butterflies in my stomach   

I had my love, my life in my hands

Beautiful but Lifeless, a photo by Jessica Lares on Flickr.

I had her within my hands

Like a beautiful butterfly

She flew away one day

Leaving me alone empty hand

I remember her love was true & pure

Though I took it always for granted  

My foolishness & spineless behavior took her away

I had my love, my life in my hands

But like a butterfly it flew away from my heart