Illusionary feeling called love…

A mix feel of happiness and pain
The first reflection of feeling shows in eyes
The thunder storm just about to come
It’s a fire that burn within will only slow down with
The drops of tears that shed over them

Days, weeks & months passes without
A human touch that you long for
For a hug you crave for, for a kiss you thirsty for
Just for an assurance that there is someone for you

Days when you long for that strong words
That words that can touch you deep
A refreshing smile, a warm hug, a feeling of togetherness
A feeling of closeness, a feeling of pain
when that hands slips when you say good bye
with the promise to meet other day

It’s never easy to have a Long distance love
Heart & mind always follow her way
Assumptions of being with her wherever she go
Thoughts of smile & words that you share with her
It’s always a pleasure in believing that someone
Special is thinking about you no matter where she is
It make easy to sail though the tears you shed

Nothing is permanent, no matter in what thoughts you live
One day you have to face the reality in the mirror
You can’t see anyone other than you around
The illusion you create around you will start to fade away
At last you will be left with the fears from which you where running

Then your heart will start to cry for the things that was not there
You search for that comfort world you lived with
Darkness & fear will start to eat you slowly
For the rest of your life you will search for that
Illusionary feeling called love…