I will forever cherish the time we spend together

I will forever cherish the time we spend together 

I just don't know anymore

I just don't know anymore

At night, I used to lay in my bed crying. Now I just lay there with a blank expression on my face. I never thought to get used to feeling this way, but I did

At night, I used to lay in my bed crying. 

Now I just lay there with a blank expression on my face.

I never thought to get used to feeling this way,

but I did..

Same bullshit routine sun up, sun down

Same bullshit routine sun up, sun down

I am very interested and fascinated how everyone loves each other, but no one likes each other.

I am very interested and fascinated

how everyone loves each other,

but no one likes each other. 

You won't be sad forever

You won't be sad forever

You don’t have to pretend like you give a damn about me

You don't have to pretend like you give a damn about me

I just hope I make a friend soon

I just hope I make a friend soon

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all.

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all. 

I sleep less, I'm tired I sleep more, I'm tired Life is impossible

I sleep less, I'm tired
I sleep more, I'm tired
Life is impossible 

Now again I started to like being alone

Now again I started to like being alone

Just because I'm used to it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt anymore

Just because I'm used to it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt anymore   

Where is my soul..?

Where is my soul..?

Coffee alone

Coffee alone

High anxiety

High anxiety

It's okay to walk out of someone's life if you don't feel like you belong in it anymore

It's okay to walk out of someone's life if you don't feel like you belong in it anymore

I expect you in my dreams every night

I expect you in my dreams every night 

It is both a blessing and a curse to feel things so deeply

It is both a blessing and a curse to feel things so deeply