Rain running

Running long way in rain. 
I want to get sick. 
I don't want to go back from where I started.
I don't want to feel anything other than pain..

Baby I love you...Missing you a lot...

I am going to meet my father alone after 20 years. It's a secret no one know, not even him. I need a hug. I want to cry loud. But only I know the reason...

At night I can't sleep. In the morning I can't wake up.

I hate when people say I look miserable when I'm just sitting there. Do I need to paint a smile on all the times..

Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high.

I can't stop the rain from falling. I can't stop my heart from calling you.

The smallest things remind me of you.

You have to accept the fact that some people will always stay in your heart, even if you are already gone in theirs.

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes

Maybe one day we'll find the place where our dreams and reality collide..

Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to..

I'm falling apart and I can feel every little piece hitting the ground and it's killing me..

Will you remember me in ten years..

Baby I need you so much closer..

You were never a second choice

No one knows how unhappy I am..

Where are you when I need you most You were nowhere to be found..

When you finally open up to someone about how you feel and they just don't get it and you regret talking about it..

I'm sorry you fell in love with someone with so many problems

I hate that thing that happens right before I fall asleep. Every mistake I've ever made, every word I wish I said, every moment that made me cry rushes through my head, and all I can do about it is cringe and pretend it all never happened..

Are you lost or incomplete May be a little of both..

I really just wanna run away and never look back at the people I've known

 

I want noting but just a touch of yours..

We all have stories we won't ever tell..

Do you think I will be in love with you forever..

We all have our horrors and demons to fight. But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed? They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers round my throat. Is this what I get for the choices that I made?

My blog is all about my feelings..

She bought new specs today. Missing the new look.

My mind scares me always..

Feelings

My thoughts have destroyed me more times than any person every could.

I am starting to get bad...

I just want to pour my soul out on someone and not have to worry about the mess I’ve made

I haven’t told you everything.

I have always loved you more.

Sometimes shutting the feelings off is the only solution

When you know that you’re sad, it’s hard to ignore it. Especially when you’re pretending to be happy around people because everything inside of you hurts. It hurts because you know that you’re sad, and you know that no one will ever truly realize that.

The first time I cried that hard was when we ended. The second time was when I realized that I just lost my best friend.

I smoke until I forgot about you I drink till I can’t hold the bottle anymore But I will smile always for the beautiful life you are going to have.

I Miss you my Feral Love

I Miss you my Feral Love...

Have you ever craved someone?

 

Have you ever craved someone? not in a sexual way, but you just wanted to hear the sound of their voice or feel the warmth of their body

I need you so much closer

I need you so much closer

FireFly

Hope you are having a great trip

Hope you are having a great trip

Her heart was locked and words were her only key

 

Her heart was locked and words were her only key

I need a Hug No No I need your Hug

 

I need a Hug, No No, I need your Hug

I just want us both to be happy

 

I just want us both to be happy

I wanna go back to when you were still here. But I can't

I wanna go back to when you were still here. But I can't

I dreamt about you nearly every night this week

 

I dreamt about you nearly every night this week

I Miss You...