I fall in Love..

I thought I could resist you.
I thought that I was strong.
Somehow you were different
from what I’ve known.
 I didn’t see you coming.
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no.
You make me speechless when you talk to me
You make me breathless the way you look at me
You always got my heart, Its not mine any more..
You took every thing that I had.. Now I am just yours..
Love you..

I'm scared..

 

I was always scared of you.
But not much as I am scared now.
Now you scare me with your beautiful eyes
& your amazing smile.
I’m so scared that I’ll want to love you for forever
and you’ll only want me for a few moments in your life.

The child inside me...

 
Deep inside me is a little child, simple, helpless, weak, scared, full of emotions.. so when the tears come down my face, and I don’t have anything to say, don’t ask me why I’m crying. Because I simply don’t know. Just hold me. I just want to be held. I just want to find someone who won’t run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it’s okay that things don’t always go right. That this is how life goes, but it will get better.

Pain never ends...

I was going through a painful time of my life when she came,
she was there in my life in the perfect time when i needed.
She always holed my hand, never let me fall that too without any intentions.
But I fall for her, I never wanted but still I fall. Then after all that has happened,
I began to wonder. She did help me forget my sad story and yet she started another one...

Some times I need a Hug...

You know those moments when you want to cry and hug someone,
but can’t do either because you don’t want to let yourself break down?
the moment when you’re feeling so alone?
and everything is hurting you?
that you feel so helpless?
the only thoughts that are in your mind are negative
and it makes you feel totally alone,
like you don’t mean anything to anyone.
All you want to do is tell someone how you feel,
but you don’t want their pity, and even if you could tell someone,
nothing would come out right. You don’t want to laugh, smile or argue.
You just want to go to bed and cry and hope this feeling passes,
and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back...

See yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...

It hurts to love someone when we can’t tell them
what we really feel because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing.
We get jealous even if we have no right to feel that way.
We want their time even if we are not in the position to demand for it.
Although our hearts are breaking in silence,
we still continue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love
there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend....

Afraid to lose you..

You have come into my life through
a door that will never be opened again,
many of them have slammed it on their way out.
So please feel free to stay as long as you do like.
But the time come when you feel to leave.
Please close the door gently as you go.
I’m so afraid of getting hurt.
I am always getting my heart broken over and over.
My heart has so many scars and bruises all over it.
I don’t know how much just one heart can take really,
and I don’t really want to find out either. Actually,
I’m a little scared to get close to anyone because everyone that said “I’ll be there”…
but they left. The more we start liking somebody, the more we fear losing them.
It’s a human tendency because we can’t afford to lose a person chosen among millions....

Today I feel like I lost something I never truly had...

It make me sad the fact that you
are almost everything I have ever
wanted and always make me smile,
but you’re also someone
I feel I will never be able to have...

When friendship set on fire...

You are one of the best things that's ever happened to me.
You're my best friend.
And every day that goes by,
it seems like i discover something new about you to love.
It's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life.
You touch me in a way no one else ever has and give me so many reasons to smile.
I've never been so happy...and have never been so much in love..
Every time I'm close to you,
there's too much I can say and you just walk away...
I grieve in my condition for I cannot find the words to say that I need you...

My Love for you is unconditional..

He may not be the perfect guy as you think...
He may not quote poetry but he'll tell you that
you're beautiful with or without makeup on or
 in any kind of dress. even in white dress..
He may not think about you every second of the day
but when he does...he thinks of you as his world, his angel....
He admits to being human and making mistakes
but he'll hold your hand in public because he's not afraid to show his love for you.
Not because he's possessive...
He respect you for what you are & what you have been through...
It doesn't mean that he's judging you..
It means he thinks about you & not afraid to tell you..
So just laugh when he makes a funny joke or even when he doesn't....
Smile when he makes you happy, talk to him when he makes you upset....
and love him unconditionally for the man he is and the man he wants to be....