I Think I'm obsessed with you..

 I Think I'm obsessed with you..

I'm just a dreamer who is afraid of wanting something that I may never get.

Tarot card reading, a photo by katerkate on Flickr.

Today I feel I worth nothing, I pretend myself as a predictor, but actually I'm just a dreamer who is afraid of wanting something that I may never get.

This pain will always keep me realize, I'm Still alive & I can still feel something..

Feelings are turned blue
mind is getting fainted day by day
searching for place to bury the memories
Eyes got swollen with unshed tears
Heart is full of silent cries
they keep me ticking, keep me alive

Feelings never die, tied of ignoring,
it follows me like a shadow,
I kill my whole day in vain
surrendering myself to this permanent pain
this pain will always keep me realize
I'm Still alive & I can still feel something..

Thoughts of the moments I spent with you still give butterflies in my stomach

Thoughts of the moments I spent with you still give butterflies in my stomach   

I had my love, my life in my hands

Beautiful but Lifeless, a photo by Jessica Lares on Flickr.

I had her within my hands

Like a beautiful butterfly

She flew away one day

Leaving me alone empty hand

I remember her love was true & pure

Though I took it always for granted  

My foolishness & spineless behavior took her away

I had my love, my life in my hands

But like a butterfly it flew away from my heart

No one is immune to eat each other..

Loving bite, a photo by smerikal on Flickr.

No one is immune to eat each other
I like to eat every time when I see you
even a thought of it makes me melt from inside...

I’m missing her

I’m missing her burning touch, missing the fresh aroma of her bare skin. My teeths are craving to dig deep into her flesh, to give her that love bites that she used to adore so much. My hands are missing the grip that used to hold her body tight close to mine. Missing that explosion when our lips touch each other, when our naked chest melt in each others, legs wrapping around, drinking and eating each other. Fingers leaving its print everywhere no place left missing, Theeths marking its territory, conquered, taken, clamed..

We always kissed like we discovered it

We always kissed like we discovered it 

I'm a beast & left alone in the forest.

I know she was an angel, but I never claimed to be an angel too, I say no sorry for the rudeness I did when we made love. She made me crave like a hot blooded man. I never waited for her approval. I just take it & eat like a hungry wolf. She made me dirty & wild, now it's hard to control the desires. Now I'm a beast & left alone in the forest.   

The way she looks & the way she touch

The way she looks & the way she touch, everything in the world just freeze except us..