Let go....

I am an angel fall from heaven so no one can understand better the meaning of let go or broken heart. I know how hard it's. I am writing out these lines for the people who have been through though & heart broken times but have been strong enough to let go. For those lovers who some times think to go back to their old love to put up all the broken pieces back to where they are, but accept the painful truth instead of going back. For those friends who have hurt so badly that they could never love again, but kept their head up. For those people who dreamed to spend there rest of the life in the arms of the one who means the world to them, but dare to stand alone. For the people who learn from their mistakes & keep on moving. For those friends who dare to be alone in the bed even if the loneliness is killing them. For those people who spent their whole night near the phone & wake up early morning just to see the missed calls & msgs, but smiles it away. For those friends who miss their past time to time, but much excited for the future. For those friends that have wounds and still healing. For those friends who's much attached to there past, but going for a fresh start. For those friends who pick the phone again & again to call for a come back, but want to keep their dignity. For those friends who never wants to let go, but had to. For those friends who still believe in love even there past broken them very badly. For those friends who feels that they gave up not because they don't deserve or weak, but its better to let go....

Waiting for you...

I like wake up in the cold early morning
and sit in the balcony with a cup of coffee
Look up to the blue sky to see the
Sunlight Swallowing The Darkness
Hearing the birds sing & fly by
Hoping someday my fate will get me closer to my true love
It will be nice to hold & hug someone near to your heart
who's so dear to you. someone with whom
you want to spend the rest of your life with.
It will be nice to hear those words
"I Love you" from the one you love
I will love to see my self in the arms of someone
Who will be everything for me,
who can make me complete.
I hope you will find your way to me...

I fall in Love..

I thought I could resist you.
I thought that I was strong.
Somehow you were different
from what I’ve known.
 I didn’t see you coming.
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no.
You make me speechless when you talk to me
You make me breathless the way you look at me
You always got my heart, Its not mine any more..
You took every thing that I had.. Now I am just yours..
Love you..

I'm scared..

 

I was always scared of you.
But not much as I am scared now.
Now you scare me with your beautiful eyes
& your amazing smile.
I’m so scared that I’ll want to love you for forever
and you’ll only want me for a few moments in your life.

The child inside me...

 
Deep inside me is a little child, simple, helpless, weak, scared, full of emotions.. so when the tears come down my face, and I don’t have anything to say, don’t ask me why I’m crying. Because I simply don’t know. Just hold me. I just want to be held. I just want to find someone who won’t run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it’s okay that things don’t always go right. That this is how life goes, but it will get better.

Pain never ends...

I was going through a painful time of my life when she came,
she was there in my life in the perfect time when i needed.
She always holed my hand, never let me fall that too without any intentions.
But I fall for her, I never wanted but still I fall. Then after all that has happened,
I began to wonder. She did help me forget my sad story and yet she started another one...

Some times I need a Hug...

You know those moments when you want to cry and hug someone,
but can’t do either because you don’t want to let yourself break down?
the moment when you’re feeling so alone?
and everything is hurting you?
that you feel so helpless?
the only thoughts that are in your mind are negative
and it makes you feel totally alone,
like you don’t mean anything to anyone.
All you want to do is tell someone how you feel,
but you don’t want their pity, and even if you could tell someone,
nothing would come out right. You don’t want to laugh, smile or argue.
You just want to go to bed and cry and hope this feeling passes,
and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back...

See yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...

It hurts to love someone when we can’t tell them
what we really feel because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing.
We get jealous even if we have no right to feel that way.
We want their time even if we are not in the position to demand for it.
Although our hearts are breaking in silence,
we still continue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love
there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend....

Afraid to lose you..

You have come into my life through
a door that will never be opened again,
many of them have slammed it on their way out.
So please feel free to stay as long as you do like.
But the time come when you feel to leave.
Please close the door gently as you go.
I’m so afraid of getting hurt.
I am always getting my heart broken over and over.
My heart has so many scars and bruises all over it.
I don’t know how much just one heart can take really,
and I don’t really want to find out either. Actually,
I’m a little scared to get close to anyone because everyone that said “I’ll be there”…
but they left. The more we start liking somebody, the more we fear losing them.
It’s a human tendency because we can’t afford to lose a person chosen among millions....

Today I feel like I lost something I never truly had...

It make me sad the fact that you
are almost everything I have ever
wanted and always make me smile,
but you’re also someone
I feel I will never be able to have...

When friendship set on fire...

You are one of the best things that's ever happened to me.
You're my best friend.
And every day that goes by,
it seems like i discover something new about you to love.
It's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life.
You touch me in a way no one else ever has and give me so many reasons to smile.
I've never been so happy...and have never been so much in love..
Every time I'm close to you,
there's too much I can say and you just walk away...
I grieve in my condition for I cannot find the words to say that I need you...

My Love for you is unconditional..

He may not be the perfect guy as you think...
He may not quote poetry but he'll tell you that
you're beautiful with or without makeup on or
 in any kind of dress. even in white dress..
He may not think about you every second of the day
but when he does...he thinks of you as his world, his angel....
He admits to being human and making mistakes
but he'll hold your hand in public because he's not afraid to show his love for you.
Not because he's possessive...
He respect you for what you are & what you have been through...
It doesn't mean that he's judging you..
It means he thinks about you & not afraid to tell you..
So just laugh when he makes a funny joke or even when he doesn't....
Smile when he makes you happy, talk to him when he makes you upset....
and love him unconditionally for the man he is and the man he wants to be....

I Have a Friend Like an Angel..

There Was an Emptiness In My Heart.
my soul was searching for a friend
Then she came into my life like a ray of sunshine on a
Summer’s morning, silently, unnoticed.
She touched my heart in a way I can't explain.
She was in front of me & around me for so many years
I was so dumb to know her ..
I always thought the stories of the angels are just fairy tales
 But I never had to look far to find an angel.
 Angel have never really been out of reach.
She was just with me an angel without it's wings
I made her my best friend.
I love her personality that draws people in
I love the way she’s always there for me
I love the way she takes time to do little things
I love the way she take care & the joy she brings with her
I have a great respect for the struggle she went through
I respect the strength she show when she have nothing at all
I love the way she get back up whenever she happen to fall
I love the way she continue to give when she have noting left
I love the way she live with passion although her goals are not met.
I love how she stay positive & let noting in the way
I love how she will be there with me each & everyday
And to sum it all up,
I love everything she do
Every Little thing…
Everything about her..

Why me?

Sitting against the wall,
With Tears In my eyes.
Alone In The Room,
And No One There.

Asking Questions,
Not Expecting Reply....

Why me,
Why me,
Why me?
Why There is no one to hear?

Why can't I be with the one I love?
Why can I never be happy?
Why do I go through so much stress?
Why Only Me Is In Pain ?

Why God Want Life To Pinch me ?
why he is not offering Me Smile ?
Why He want to see my eyes Wet ?
Why Don't I directly Die =(

Stranger If you are reading my words..
Then imagine that pain which i go through..
Huhh!! How you will understand my pain ?
As These lines are just a poem for you.

"You will love me forever"

Sometimes I wanna hug u and cry,
Sometimes I wanna see love for me in your eyes,
but all the love is lost in our truth and lies,
Truth is "I am not made for you",
and the lie is "You will love me forever"

Then realizes maybe you fell in love...

When you think something is different
and
Then realizes maybe you fell in love...

She might be missing me just like I am...

She may be feeling as same as me...
Maybe she wants to meet me very badly..
But just won't because I have not called her....
I should not comfort my feelings with false hope that she might be missing me just like I am...

Well may be its too far away Or may be I'm just blind..

There is another world inside of me that you may never see....
There are secrets in this life that I can't hide....
somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I cant find...
Well may be its too far away....
Or may be I'm just blind..............

Happy Birthday to my Angel…

It's a day when an angel fall from the haven, all wounded, wings broken, never be able to fly again.. but her golden heart remained unscratched, so divine and pure as her soul. It rained all the day. As the heaven was crying because it lost its most beautiful angel .Now you stand as an angel in the crowd of this selfish world.

In my lifetime God blessed me with many friends who crossed my heart. But I thank God for his extra blessing as he send his most beautiful angel as my friend..

Since you entered in our life, you are leading our way by your shining golden heart
You are in every step of my life even when others fled. I know that because you're here I can face whatever's ahead. Your never fading smile inspire me to be strong..

I can thank God for my lovely wife & beautiful daughter, but when he blessed me with you, he gave me more than what I deserve

I know much more about you than what you think because you seem exactly just like me, I know your heart is not strong as it seems, you don't like to be alone & you hate losing a friend Only a few people know how to make you smile & having them in your life makes it seem worthwhile...

The following lines are my honest wishes:-
I wish you achieve what you always wanted
Always stay happy, surrounded with all your best friends
As I know you don’t have much aspirations in life
but always remember one thing, whenever you feel like you are falling, just remember that I am looking up to you so spread your wings and fly, I know this all because we have similar lives and in case you don’t know this yet let me remind you that you are an angel fall from the haven...

Happy Birthday to my Angel…