Do you know..?

do u know me..do u understand what u means to me ..do u know what love means to me ..
do u know that this was a awaited feeling i craved every single second of my life from the day i lost it once..
do u understand that i die every single second of my life without you..
do u know what i have been through for just being near to you
do u know why i m quiet ?
do u know daily i give different reasons to me why u did this to me..
do u know that i still love u from core of my heart
do u know that i can still die for u every second
do u know how badly i crave for u
do u know how badly i need u
do u know that u are my life
do u know how badly i miss u..
do u know how ugly i feel when i feel that u looked to someone else..
do u know how much i hate my self when i feel that i was not able to hold u with me only ..how useless i feel..how empty ..
do u know how i feel that my love was so small to u..
do u know i feel to scratch my every skin as it doesn't carry any meaning to me now
do u know i have lost my confidence on me..
do u know i crave for my exclusivity ..
do u know that how i start my day and ends .
do u know how this strongness of mine has turned a curse for me
and do u know that i m so so so scared ...:(